iPad!

well, its april 21st already!!! i can't believe how fast the year is going!

AAAAAND i have a confirmed summer job!!! its babysitting but what the heck (ya know?) it will be at my brothers huge new house with a swimming pool and my own room :) and i can't wait! Im getting atleast $80-100 bucks a week for the whole summer, so im gunna save it all and buy a

IPAD

they are comming out late may and if i get a job starting now until summer then i should save up enough in no time! i'm so excited for summer...and shopping and AHHHHH i can't wait...i guess thats it :)

holy smokes

dear blog,
today was a super beautiful day and i spent it inside, on the computer.
i ate kraft dinner...mmm healthy
and played farmville on facebook.
THE WHOLE DAY

and guess what else my dear blog,
well my dad wants to get back together with my mom...so i have no clue how that's gunna work out.

so...that was my super interesting day in one short blog.

thank you for listening....well reading...and letting me post on you :)



ps. i am in love with someone so beautiful it would amaze you to even try to capture the thought... her/his name is izzy hilton.


the word of the day is happiness, lets go out and spread it like std's

Funny week

Guy: Did it hurt?

Girl: Huh?

Guy: When you fell from Heaven?

Girl: *smiles*

Guy: Because your face is really jacked up!

so, this week has been really weird. My aunt Becky is down again and my aunt sharon too, and her daughter and her daughters son. were all visiting with my gramma who (by the way) is still sick.



MY cousin autumn is tardy!
and i look like i have a double chin........OH WELL
atleast my teeth are white>


can you tell were related?
(i hope not)


jkjkjkjkjkjkjkjk

ah, im hopeless

Jobs?

I know it might not seem that crazy to you, but for me its MIND BLOWING . But i am seriously considering getting


A JOB. *children run off in shear terror*


i guess it wouldn't be too bad. Standing around, working with money, maybe food (yuck)... Working in the mall at a place like Campus Crew would be nice, maybe American Eagle (the gay guys who work in there are such sweethearts!), Aeropostale? i honestly dont mind where it is as long as ts not at a food place....but since i live someplace that's almost like being in the middle of a forest (... extreme exaggeration) the only place that i could work that's hiring is subway :(

i guess it would be worth it though. i wouldn't have to rely on my mother funding my shopping addiction anymore, and if i start working soon then i will have money saved up for summer


if your name isn't Jillian m. then don't mind this quick insert.................

(FASHION WEEEEEK! eh jillian? huh huh? are you pumped like me? HELLA DANKin' you better get buyin that piggy bank!)

i guess any way you look at it, people benefit from jobs....

On a sad note...

today i found out my grandmother might be sick :(
my mom was talking to my aunt Sharon about how my gramma is really pale and is gaining water weight. My aunt lives a few hundred Kilometers away, and my gramma only has 1 kidney, but from what i have heard my gramma might have kidney failure...
Im not prepared to lose my only grandparent (all the others have passed already)
i feel so helpless
Some of my friends joke about how their grandparents died and such... that is so rude! how can you care so little for someone that gave your parents life ( you know, those people who gave you the right to live? ya them)

Im starting off my February with a not so positive attitude.
first, my gym teacher is a creep. second, im having a bad hair week, and now my gramma could be sick...
i know it could be worse, but so far the month of love SUCKS!

( At least its not called the month of happiness, that would totally piss me off)

my soon to be boyfriend...


not actually


but i stay hopeful


:)